Pleasantly Persistent

My RBC, hemoglobin and hematacrit have been very low for over 8 months now. Having had chemo done twice in the past 2 ½ years easily explains that, but it is very hard to live any kind of life when these three items are so low.

It leaves you tired, exhausted, sick-to-your-stomach, unable to keep food down, and just feeling like you need to sleep 24/7. If you even sit down in a stiff-back chair, you’ll fall asleep. It can also make your blood pressure very low. One day, mine was 74/43! (and yes, I immediately went to the hospital for that.) It isn’t a great quality of life when you spend 20+ hours a day sleeping!

My RBC is 3.04 which is very low. In range is 3.8-5.10.

My hemoglobin is 8.2 which is dangerously low. In range is 11.7-15.5.

My hematacrit is also low. It is 27.4. In range is 35-45.

I have severe anemia, but not iron-deficient anemia that we typically think of. I have no iron deficiency.

I often get pernicous anemia (a lack of vitamins D and B-12,) because I can’t absorb them due to having short bowel syndrome, but I get injections of these daily through my TPN.

My anemia is pure and simple a lack of red blood cells. This often happens after intensive chemo, but mine is not resolving. There is a good chance my bone marrow isn’t producing enough red blood cells, and the ones that are being produced are the wrong shape and size.

My kidney function is less than half what it was 2 weeks ago (which is very scary.)

My Creatinine is very high (much higher than usual) which shows that something is taxing my liver.

There is a medication that can help me. I’d need to get an injection at a hematology center every two weeks, until my blood levels come up. I’ve been trying to get into one and get set up for months. I’ve been there twice already, but they didn’t feel it was “that bad” and wanted to “wait and see.”

They made my next appointment for the end of October! (which is two months from now!) I did a lot of praying and came to the conclusion that I needed to put on my “pleasantly persistent” persona.

I sent a note to them saying I’m not sure I’ll still be here in 2 months for that next appointment, that I’ve already been in the ER on three different occasions and was hospitalized for 15 days all in the past month, that I am weak and shaky, I’m in the bed 18-22 hours per day, and this isn’t much of a life. I reiterated that I need help NOW, not two months from now. I ended it by simply saying “Please help me!”

I think it hit a chord with them, because the very next day, they called and worked me, did all the labs they needed to do to prove to the insurance company that I did need this insanely expensive treatment, and I’m now set up for my first four treatments!

“Pleasant persistence” is a very powerful attribute.