You say that when I became a teacher, I knew what I was “signing up for.”
I’m here to tell you that I didn’t. I don’t think most of us did.
When I accepted the job and saw that wonderful, yet modest, pay scale, I didn’t know I didn’t know it existed mostly on paper. I didn’t know that for the first five years I taught, all pay increases would be frozen. I didn’t know we would receive only a one- or two-percent cost-of-living increase while, at the same time, the cost of our “free” healthcare quietly increased.
I didn’t realize that for five straight years, my actual take-home pay would decrease each year, even with outstanding evaluations and high test scores. By year five, I was earning several thousand dollars less than I had in my first year in the exact same position. I certainly didn’t realize I would never recover the raises that were promised but never delivered.
I didn’t realize the pay scale would be “revised” later in my career, revised in ways that paid new teachers more while experienced teachers earned less.
I didn’t realize the system would change so that no matter how many years I had taught, I would have to be renewed every single year, and could lose my job without explanation, no matter how long I had taught. I certainly didn’t sign up to spend every spring wondering whether I would still have a job the next fall.
I thought I was hired to teach during contracted hours, with time built into each day to plan lessons, prepare materials, make copies, grade papers, and return calls and emails. I didn’t realize that much of that existed only on paper. I didn’t realize that most of it would spill into evenings and weekends, carving out large pieces of my personal life.
Instead of planning and grading during the school day, we sat through mandatory meetings, answered administrative emails, graphed data, and completed endless administrative forms and sumamries.
I didn’t sign up for a job that required so much unpaid labor after hours that I couldn’t hold the second job I needed just to make ends meet.
I didn’t realize I would be so physically and emotionally drained that I would have little energy left for the people and things I loved.
I came prepared to teach content. I came prepared to understand pedagogy and child development. I came prepared to nurture, engage, and inspire.
I didn’t sign up to produce mini theatrical performances for every lesson, productions that often took longer to plan than to teach. I didn’t know I would be expected to compete with Emmy-winning actors, multimedia designers, and video game developers just to hold my students’ attention.
I also didn’t know how many things would be completely outside my control.
I didn’t know I wouldn’t be allowed to send an unruly student to the office.
I didn’t know that when a student spit on another student, or defiantly refused to stop, that I would be blamed for that child’s actions. Somehow, it became my failure as a teacher.
I didn’t know that when a student failed to complete work, I would be required to call, email, text, write notes home, and even send letters; and when none of those were acknowledged, I would still be held responsible for the lack of response.
I didn’t know that if a parent failed to attend conferences, I would have to document every attempt at communication as proof that I had done my job, because the default assumption was that I hadn’t.
I didn’t know that a parent could appear two days before the end of the school year claiming they had never been contacted, demand make-up work and extra credit, and that I would be required to not only to provide it, but then grade that last-minute, incomplete work as though it were a heroic effort deserving praise and a passing grade.
I didn’t know that I would have no say in the curriculum or how it must be delivered.
I didn’t know that schools could advertise small class sizes that didn’t match reality. Class size was calculated by dividing the total number of teachers, including specialists who didn’t have their own classrooms, by the total number of students.
On paper, our second-grade classes had 18 students. In reality, there were 24 children in each room.
A high school math class might be listed as having 28 students — but if you walked in, you might count 42 desks filled.
I didn’t know I would have no meaningful input in how many students with significant behavioral challenges were placed in my classroom, or that I might receive no warning at all, even when their behaviors were already well known by the people making those decisions.
I didn’t know that violent outbursts could become normalized. I didn’t know that a student who overturned tables or threw chairs might return to my room the same day, sometimes with a bag of chips and a Capri Sun in hand.
I didn’t know I would have no real control over whether students with disabilities actually received the services and accommodations they were promised, and that I would not be permitted to speak openly about those gaps, even when parents asked directly.
I didn’t know I would be held accountable for test scores tied to curriculum I didn’t choose, pacing guides I couldn’t adjust, and students who arrived multiple grade levels behind.
I didn’t know I wouldn’t be allowed to slow down for struggling students even when I knew they needed it.
I didn’t know that students who were years behind would be moved forward regardless, and that when they became frustrated, disengaged, or disruptive, I would be the one who was blamed.
Teachers have very little authority over the systems that shape their classrooms, and yet their work is micromanaged at every turn.
We’re told to “keep control of the classroom,” while the very tools that used to help us do that have slowly and systematically been taken away.
We are told to hold students accountable while our hands are tied.
We’re judged by test scores, even when the tests don’t line up with the curriculum we’re mandated to teach.
No, I didn’t know all of this when I “signed up.”
And neither did most of us.
So, the next time you’re tempted to say that teachers shouldn’t complain because they “knew what they signed up for,” understand this: we didn’t sign up for most of what the job has become.
Why More Money Will Not Fix Teaching – Jan Mariet’s A Day in the Life
What Teachers Wish They Could Tell You – Jan Mariet’s A Day in the Life
The Quiet Heart of Teacher Burnout – Jan Mariet’s A Day in the Life
Teaching Without Trust: How Scripted Lessons Undermine Learning – Jan Mariet’s A Day in the Life


